Thoth: Strength

January 27, 2004

Strength Transcript

—I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the guardianship and the blessings of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred Directions at all points around the wheel.  The presence of Mother Earth, the source of grounding and energy for each one of us.  

Make sure you connect with that, so that you’re fed and you’re in your own core.  And Father Sky above us, and our connection to the vast and mysterious universe of which we are a part. 

Into this Sacred Space I also invite our beloved Spirit guides, those who would like to make contact with us this evening.  In response to where we currently are, and where you would guide us. 

I ask each one present, each one of us in body to become sensitive to your energy field, your grounding to the Earth.  So you have access to her strong and present energy, filling you and assuring your deep presence in this process.  We are here to learn from our embodied selves, our embodiment.  So invite her presence within you. 

And be aware of your core and its fluidity.  Our core can incorporate the grounded-ness from Mother Earth and from our bodies, our connection to the universe, and the paradox of living with Spirit both within us and outside of us. 

Now, bring your awareness to the Spirit beings that have come.  And if you have any awareness of specific beings, friends on the animal, plant, or Spirit vibration.  Acknowledge those to them quietly to yourself.  Acknowledge what presence you feel. 

And if there’s anything in your energy field that feels heavy, like it’s something that might inhibit your sensitivity.  Then just spend a moment breathing, and be willing to release that.  It might be tension.  It might be some emotion, some reaction to something in your experience. 

Soften into your field, so that you can embrace the transformational process in a tangible form.  

And now, hold your own space, and your open connection to Spirit.— 

Good Evening.  We have invited you to embody yourselves.  It is a pleasing process.  And, I who have no longer a body, do enjoy even in this process of reconnecting to a physical body. 

In my time our body knowing was part of our spiritual training.  There was no division between our body and our Spirit being.  And we trained a great deal.  We were very strong physically.  The training of our muscles to be under a great deal of control.  The strength that we anticipated we would have.  The merging of energy with muscular strength was something that is no longer very greatly practiced in your world. 

But you might find and consider that if you want to learn to affect others who are not before you, that it takes a strength, a moving energy, a coordination of your bodily strength, to have the intention, to have accuracy of sending energy where you wish it to be.  It takes all of the senses to build your powers. 

So, I’m sharing this with you just in the event that you seek to pursue greater training of the body.  If you seek to walk what is now more often considered a shamanic path.  One where you integrate very deeply your senses and your spirit energy.  And simply know, even if this is not of interest to you, that you increase your powerfulness as you do this. 

So, should you wish to have influence over others, not for the sake of influence I don’t suggest, but for the sake of embodying yourself and holding your own ground, then these concepts might be useful to you. 

Because we have observed that you as sensitive females in your time must continually exert your right to have your own presence, and your own space.  And this is even so in your relationship with other women.  If you will excuse me, a male, to talk with you about these things. 

I’m coming to you because I wish to talk to you about holding your own space.  This is in the realm of paradox because it doesn’t mean that you’re always right.  So, you’re always challenged to ask yourself, “Is this true?  Is this person’s input true?” 

It is your responsibility to make that determination about where you stand, via in relationship to someone, in relationship to a thought you are trying to determine your philosophy about, whether it is about your version of reality vs someone else’s.  So, to hold your own space does not mean to be correct all the time.  This is understandable. 

And yet what you can do is reserve your space, and your right to not know, and to hold not knowing until you know.  And we find in your world that there is not very much silence between people and events.  

So you are expected to formulate, or to know where you stand when you may not be ready to know where you stand.  And then you need to hold your ground and say, “I’m not clear on that.  I will let you know when I’m clear on that.” 

So, let me see, your embodying your body is a delicious thing.  You have the intricacy of this physical body, which is a miracle from the farthest reaches of time, and the farthest reaches of Divine intention.  

So value this body you have.  Value your delights of the flesh, the strengthening of the muscles process, the receiving of touch and oils, the feeding of your body, the care taking of your body, the seat of your soul. 

And live as if every cell is Sacred.  Every cell contains the Divine.  Now, feel that in your cells for this moment.  Each of your cells contains the hologram of the Sacred, the hologram of the universe, the hologram of greater consciousness. 

Now, you have spoken of healing abilities.  This is something you can learn to access to greater degree when you touch another.  But here distinction is also greatly required.  You must learn to be conscious of, and this comes with time, and it comes with your own transformational process of your body/spirit unit. 

That you can be conscious of at the same time this greater connection to all that is Sacred, to the holographic energy of the universe, which you can see would be powerful in healing situations. 

But you must also have a dual vision, and see that person who is before you.  So that you can be the bridge between these two visions.  All the while seeing where they are and their potential limitations.  Or what they are demanding of you, and what they are capable of in terms of transformation. 

So, let me pause.  I am Thoth.  I am pleased to be with you again.  Let me see what else I wish to tell you. 

Ah, so you are a group of females.  You have sensitivities, very fine sensitivities, which you use for understanding yourself, for serving those around you, in your families, in your friends, in your clients.  And I’m visiting you, at least in this moment, partly to bring you my male energy. 

And so, in your body, also see if you can draw in some qualities of male more strongly.  Of course, you each have them already, but see if you can bring that to a bit more of a consciousness, so it’s in your cells.  It’s in your energy field.  

And you can know when to call on it when you need it.  When you need this greater boundary.  When you need to separate yourself from others, because in your sensitivity you’ve learned to blend. 

And sometimes you have difficulty with knowing fully what you need, because you know so well what others need.  So, feel into yourself for your edges.  The edge which you wish to utilize for self protection, for self delineation. 

It is a beautiful thing to be female.  And right now your leadership is what is emerging in the world, and what is needed in the world.  Your energy of connection, your energy of awareness of the needs of others, your ability to be loving.  

And yet, it will behoove you to integrate into this your masculine aspect.  So that you are not soft when you should not be soft.  So that you do not take in when you should not.  So that you give yourself enough space to know your own needs and to meet them. 

In your world this takes courage.  So, I am here to put in my energy field courage and this boundary-ed quality so that you may taste it, and enhance it in your own fields.  I am quite sure that you will not misuse this. 

So, we bring you different vibrations.  And we bring you vibrations as a way of learning.  We feel it speeds your learning process to bring you specific vibrations which we are aware that you need.  So, mountain vibration is very helpful.  And then this vibration of boundary, and this vibration of stance. 

Being able to hold your stance.  Try to feel that in your body.  Try to feel it in your legs if you can, in your first chakra.  See if that does any adjustment to the rest of your torso.  And let that move through your body.  

This is a power which can delineate between a germ and health.  This is an energy that can delineate between cancer cells and healthy cells.  So, this is something you will find handy on a number of levels. 

And, know that when we bring something like this to your energy field, it is there.  It’s like a seed planted for you.  And you will call it to germinate at whatever rate you choose.  And the way you choose is the frequency with which you return to your Spirit consciousness, and how you integrate. 

Come back to the principles that you are exposed to.  And we know that this involves living in a dual reality, and that this can be quite challenging for you.  And yet, it brings you a more delicious life.  

Courageous yes, but I have heard the courage which you enjoy in having some of your new experiences of stepping out into lack of full control.  But in a conscious and meaningful way, not a foolhardy way.  Engaging the unknown and being blessed for doing so. 

Each of your chakras is a system of knowing.  Each of your chakras can give you information.  It contains its own wisdom.  And you can over utilize the chakras which are your strengths. 

So, in your culture, the third chakra, the mind, is over utilized.  In many people with spiritual inclinations, the upper chakras are over utilized, or not lived in balance with the other chakras.  And this is a consistent message we have been bringing you. 

Your first chakra is wise in its ways of survival, and testing, and knowing who is worth your time, and who is not.  What situation is worth your time and what is not.  And you have not, in your culture, been encouraged at all to develop this first chakra. 

So we fully understand that we’re asking a challenge of you.  But you will be stronger for this.  And in your processes, at some point, at many points, you will be challenged to become stronger or not, to be more solid or not.  And you must choose again and again. 

Now, if you want to take an evening off, you have my full support.  But the next day will arrive, and you will need to choose again.  So you choose, and it is so. 

When you have judgment, judgment is in your energy field.  You are clearing yourselves.  Choices every day.  And so, you might as well know what your choices are.  So, the potential of human beings, and anyone who carries that potential, that’s who you give your energy to. 

Your admiration carries weight.  Your prayers carry weight.  And mostly what you choose to put into your own energy field carries the most weight for your existence, which is all you can really affect the most deeply.  You affect everything, yes, but the more power you carry, the more effect you have. 

It’s not so very easy though, to carry power.  No, you’ve not been trained for it.  It comes from a comfortable place within.  Although, I grant you, it will bring challenges.  But if you are feeding yourself adequately, those challenges will feed you.  But, of course, it is your choice each day, each moment of opportunity.  It is all your choice. 

Know that tonight has been a great deal of teaching.  So, in your strength of self receive our love.  Let your self fill with it.  Let your heart open to our guidance.  And, may sweetness follow you into the night tonight, through your sleeping and your dreaming process, and into your next day. 

May it surprise you, in turns, in moments.  May you be given the consciousness to receive the love and the beauty which comes to you from the sacred deep forces which are all around you, invisible at times but present.  Rest well.  Good evening.