Thoth & Mistress Peony: Transition

January 25th, 2003

Transition/Grace Transcript

—Everybody ground and feel your bottom on the floor, or the cushions, or wherever.  And honor our connection with Mother Earth.  

And know that in the polarity of our existence.  As we ground to her we have the capacity to open to the Sacred.  To the upper chakras.  To the Spirit realm.

I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the blessings and the guardianship of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred directions.  

Again, Mother Earth and Father Sky.  The star nation.  The realm of the animals.  And the realm of the plant life.

Into this Sacred circle which holds all of us, with the powerful, supportive energies we’ve called in.  We are held in safety to learn to change.

In this process I also ask in the Spirit guides of each person who is present in the circle.  We ask your presence so that we can identify what is truly before us and within us.

Each of us seeks healing.  Each of us seeks strengthening.  Each of us asks for a clearer and greater alignment with our purpose, and our Soul’s mission.

Let each person accept that their path will be clearer and stronger.  If their healing is done in the service of the good of all.  

Each person must choose that alignment for themselves.  And you can do so internally, for the good of all.

Into our circle also we will place a space in the center for those who we love.  Those who we are concerned about.   And also for the fate of the Earth.  

So that this gathering which has powerful help be in truth for the good of all.—

Good Evening.  

—Good evening.—

Now, I wish to speak to you of some global issue.  And then it is probable that you will have another time for personal issues.

These times that you are in.  We’ve talked to you since the beginning of the significance of these times.  And you continue to see the story unfold.  

You continue, and I know that many of you wish to not pay too much attention to the political occurrences, and yet you must keep an ear out. 

Not to become so weighed down that you cannot hold in your heart your own well being.  

But enough to know that what is happening is a real battle for life vs destruction.  And that your place is of significance, and the lives of those you touch is significant. 

It is, in a sense, as if everyone votes.  Whether they act on it.  Whether they pray it.  Whether they hide from it.  It’s still a vote.  

You still place your energy in a category, one or another.  You contribute your intentions, your wishes, in one way or another. 

So, this takes us to the realm of, “What is the purpose of healing?”  

Don’t ever feel you are being selfish by clearing your own self.  By working to eliminate those experiences, past history, current history, childhood, in utero, from yourself.  

Because that’s a political act.  

You clear the darkness from within you.  And invite the light to be present.  

As you do this you vote.  You are placing your vote for life.  

Every time you send love to yourself, or another.  You are voting.  Every time you receive healing.  You are voting.  

Now, you can still do other things or actions in the world because that helps.  It’s significant.  It shows a vote.  

And yet we see this from another perspective which is, “What is in your hearts?”  

What is in the heart of the human being? 

Some don’t believe in the Sacred.  And yet they walk with the Sacred in who they are.  

Some say they believe in the Sacred.  And yet they walk with internal darkness.  

They’re voting. 

You have spoken about healing.  You have spoken about feeling the sorrow, the darkness.  

Now, your path to clarification is often through the darkness.  

And yet, you want to be where you are.  And gain a consciousness enough to say, “I am in utter despair.”  If that is where you are. 

So you hold that experience.  And yet, around that experience, that you open your upper chakras.  

Don’t get too technical.  You open yourself, your heart perhaps, to receiving assistance.  

So you say in effect, “I am in a dark moment.  I’m in a dark place.  I feel lost.  I feel overwhelmed.  I open to assistance coming to me in whatever form it comes.” 

And then truly open.  

Don’t say, “I open.”  And then be open like this.  

Open.  Watch your energy.  Let your body give you feedback.  

Do you feel open?  Do you surrender in your state of sorrow?  

Practice the tangibility of surrender.  Of opening.  

Practice it.  So that it goes beyond a mental construct.  Does this make sense? 

So, practice feeling.  What does it feel when you say, “I am open.  I will receive support.  I  will receive assistance.” 

How does it feel in your body?  

You can experiment with this, and you will learn that you have more control than you think.  

You have more power in this area than you have been trained to believe. 

In my civilization we did much training of people to be conscious of themselves.  

We still failed.  In terms of the whole, in terms of the whole culture.  But we had many high points.  Yes?

Many people had training.  We encouraged everyone to receive training.  And only a select few got into the higher realms of the temple. 

Now, what is happening on Earth at this time is that these realms of clarity are being accessible to more people.  

Because of the sheer numbers, the magnitude of people.  There is a great need for quantities and quantities of people to have clarity of their spirit, of their being.  

So you know, so much healing is going on now.  There are so much more healing modalities, yes?

—Yes.—

Healing modalities, healers, all these qualities.  Because a time of transition is imminent.  

And it is not certain.  And yet it is in dynamic flux.  

And everyone’s vote changes what is. 

Now, this is a great deal of power.  

And you have spoken before of being part of a grid, an energy grid.  We have talked to you of this.  

So now, what you have here is this Sacred circle connected to the Mother Earth.  

Who’s a Sacred being, you know.  And offering herself in the universe for this process.  

And around the Earth there are energies, consciousness on many planes of existence.  

You will have information more accepted about realms of reality, dimensions of reality.  For instance, where do I live.  

And you see.  You can contact this realm.  And this realm can contact you.  

And consciousness on myriad lines.  The sea creatures can communicate with you, the plant realm, all intelligence, all layers of reality. 

Reality which you can learn to walk in and receive from.  

This is probably the most important thing, that we have told you many times.  You are not alone.  And you can receive from the Sacred.  

And it takes some training.  And it takes some clarifying of yourself.  And it takes personal honesty.  And that’s the path.  

That’s the path.  And it isn’t for those who are faint of heart. 

So you sit on Mother Earth.  And above us is the celestial realms.  

Let lines from this gathering connect to a grid which surrounds the Earth.  Connects to the star realm.  

And put into this grid the power of love.  

Of course, to create that, you must open your hearts now to the power of love.  Which is present in you.  Between you.  And which flows from me to you.  

Now, play with your willingness to open your heart and receive.  Even now. 

May I give you my love?  May it be for your own healing.  

May it be for your empowerment.  That you in turn may heal others.  

And that you may feel the blessedness of your life.  

This love has the power to allow you to release what baggage no longer serves. 

For those who have left life.  For those who are in the process.  See their burdens falling away into the Earth.

See them receiving the light of love into their Souls.  

So they can be released the most completely from this life.  To enable them to move on to their quest.

We strengthen their Souls’ purpose.  And then the leaving of this life is not so difficult for them.  Souls’ purpose is stronger.

Alright, we have done this work.  We have done political work.

Know that your choices form you.  Your choices in the small moments.  Your choices in the darkest moments. 

May you each take with you in your heart a flame of strong love from me.  

Your choices matter to others.  And most significantly they matter to you.  

I wish you strength on your journey.  

Good night. 

—Good night.—

Now, I am present.  And who am I?

—Mistress Peony.—

And I wish to answer some questions which you have.  So feel comfortable.  And I know many of you do.  What is it that is still in your heart?

—Mistress Peony.—

Yes.

—You’ve spoken of how our prayers matter for the outcome of this battle.  Can you guide us in some suggestions of prayers that we can hold for the planet and for this transformation?— 

Yes, excellent.  Well, one crucial thing to do is when you pray, is become aware of your physical body.  As much as you are, can.  You can cultivate awareness of your energy body.  

How differently does it feel around you now?  You know, how differently do I feel from Master Thoth?

So that’s a taste for you.  But just come to your own body.  

And try to connect to your core inside your body, your soul, your Spirit.  However you might consider it, that energetic core. 

Then connect to Mother Earth through your feet.  Through any part of you that is connected to the Earth, or a facsimile thereof.  

Connect to Father Sky.  

If you want your prayers to be strong, image the sacredness around you.  However that means something to you. 

And you don’t have to do any of it.  You can say a prayer in a moment.  

And we strongly encourage this.  Strongly encourage this.  

If you, we’ve told you before.  If you walk outside and you see a plant with whom you see a beauty.  Then to say a prayer.  

Because you vote as he says.  Each expression of love.  Each expression of unity.  Each expression of good will is a prayer. 

And the setting up is for if you want it to be more powerful.  Perhaps to heal something specific for yourself.  

Then get the help.  Then bring in the powers to make your prayer stronger.  

But your prayer will be strong even if it is genuine.  And in a moment that you do, you see a beauty.  And you say, “I love you.”  

Every act of, “I love you” is the sweetest prayer.  Every time you breathe deeply and you say, “Oh, thank you,” is a sweet prayer.  

You are healing yourself and the Earth, and the other human beings.  And the plant kingdom which takes so much abuse.

The vital elements of life take so much abuse.  The water, the air.  You heal them by your expression of connection.  Your expression of appreciation. 

So, very personally.  For many it is too abstract to think of the whole Earth, but you can if it works for you.  

But very personally, on your piece of Earth that you walk over, travel through.  Can you send that connection?  

You send a prayer.  And it shifts the energy around you.  And your own energy. 

You see, we wish you to learn to shift your energy.  

Sometimes you cannot do it at will.  Because you might think, “I’m ready for this sorrow to be gone, so I’m ready to shift.”  

And you stay in the sorrow.  Perhaps it’s for a reason.  

And so your process is not so simple as, “Now I choose to be happy.”  

Sometimes it is.  And sometimes it’s not.  So it’s not a simple problem. 

But, come from a genuine place in your heart.  Genuine heart connection.  

Not because you feel sorry.  Not because you feel superior.  Because this is not genuine. 

If you come from a place of simplicity of self.  

You know, you are a person with strengths, weaknesses, sorrows, and joy.  And you come from your authenticity.  

The stronger your prayers are from this unguarded authenticity.  And so you seek this position within yourself. 

And it is in this way.  Which in changing yourself.  You have the greatest capacity to change others and the world.  

Because your power resonates from this clarity.  This simplicity of being.  

And then incidentally other forces can flow through you more clearly.  If you invite the Sacred into your being.  It can be there more clearly.  

The more genuine you are.  The more you are in your own truth. 

So, you know that love is what can vanquish fear.  Isn’t this so?

—Yes.—

One of the most powerful things that you can do is to come to that again and again.  In whatever way you do.  

If you can see fear and hold love in your heart.  You win that battle.  

So, when you look at the newspaper.  When you hear about the atrocities being lived in the world by forces which seek destruction.  

You must see those.  So that you know what is true.  You must not hide from them.  

But the must powerful thing you can do then is to go to love in your heart.  And say, “We will vanquish.”  Love is stronger than any other power. 

And each time you come to love.  You connect with this grid.  Each time you come to love.  You connect with the plant realm.  The animal realm.  The Spirit realm.  The realm of all human beings who seek harmony.  Who seek peace.  

So, this is your most powerful ally.  To choose love. 

So, find the ways around you to choose love.  And please, start with yourself.  

Please, in your moments of darkness.  Hold your hands to your heart.  And give yourself love.  

Love for your losses.  Love for your love.  You love someone who is gone.  You love someone who’s hurt.  You love.  

Love for yourself.  For your bravery to become conscious. 

We have spoken of many heavy things.  Amp up your energy again.  Sorrow has its place.  Amp up your energy again.

So, allow the sorrow we have recognized and held.  To sink away to the Mother Earth.  

You shall not forget your sorrow.  You shall not cease to love those who have struggles. 

Bring in now, into the circle, the energy of those who stand around the circle guarding it.  

Let your guidance draw near to you.  

Let any Sacred beings who love you.  And each of you have them.  From the Spirit level.  From the animal realm.  Some of you are more associated with the plant life.

Let this now come into the circle.  

The circle is really like a globe.  A small globe that you are sitting around.  It’s multi-dimensional.  

Let these energy come into the Sacred space.  Those in the center can be nurtured by them.  

Allow them to be strongly present.  Those forces which will support you in choosing life and love. 

Do I have some more questions?

—Mistress Peony.  If I may be greedy, I actually have two.  

My son and his father have had a very difficult relationship for many years.  And my son has essentially, does not want anything more to do with his father.  And has told him so.  

Can you give me some insight into this?  Is there something that I can do to help them transition to a more equitable relationship?  Or do I need to stay out of it completely?—

Well, it is between them.  And yet they mirror one another.  And they mirror a non-acceptance of one another.  And so, they must overcome this.

And what you can do is very powerful.  And that is that you hold love.  You hold a softness.  You hold the energy field of love.  Big challenge isn’t this?

—Yes.—

Thus, you heal yourself first.  And you can afford them the energy.  Which they can taste.  And then choose.  Because it’s so much sweeter than the other.

So, choose love.  And we know that you make great efforts with this.  We know that you are valiant.  And we know that you have done much clearing of yourself.

And if you continue to do this.  Fill yourself with the benefits.  It is not simply to clear.  But it is to clear, so that you can hold and receive this new quality of being.

These are great challenges.  And yet you have chosen the path of transformation.  So this is what is before you.  And the benefit of it is that you will love yourself.  

You will carry that love in your heart like a quiet, burning fire.  Strong, quiet quality which can transform the world.  

You understand?

—Yes, I do.—

What is your second question?

—What is the vibration of shaking that is coming inside of me often?—

Well, you are ambitious.  And you put yourself to pressure to change.  

So, part of it is the transformational process.  Where you are using this vibration to break up.  It’s like the matrix energy.  

You’ve taught this, yes?

—Yes.—

So, it’s like the matrix energy.  Which can enter.  And nourish.  And shake up.  But you have a little more of the shake up part.

So, an adjustment for you is call in matrix into your body.  So that that vibration isn’t jarring to you. “Why does it have to be jarring” is part of your old belief system.  

It can be loving.  Still shaking up, cleaning out.  The vibration makes the old crumble away.  Fall out.  

Do cleanses of yourself regular, daily, several times a day.  Because you are trying to achieve so much, so quickly.  

So, your devotion is to change, minute by minute.  You do not know the sweetness that may be in your next day, next hour.  

So, change this vibration if you can.  And you can.  You will learn yourself to do it.  You can have help to do it.  Good question to ask when you are receiving treatment.

And change the vibration to matrix.  So you can still do your scrubbing work.  But with sweetness, gentleness.  Alright?

—Alright.—

Very good.  Good question dear.  I like it.

—Mistress Peony.—

Yes.  

—I think almost everyone in the circle tonight has spoken of change in their lives.  That all of us are dealing with change in one form or another.  

Could you give us some advice, some guidance on having clarity about taking the next step?  About knowing our direction?  About understanding changes?— 

Alright, that’s a very good question, very good question.  Very difficult to make changes.  

And one of the reasons it’s so difficult is because you as a culture.  You as individuals, I know you as individuals also.  You try to make the point with your mind.  

You try to, you say, “Psyche it out.”  You try to define it when it’s not defined.  So you lead yourself with false skill.  

It’s not that your mind is bad.  It means that it is just not adequate to the task.  

So, you again, come into your body knowing.  And learn to cultivate your body knowing.  So that your whole being is making the choices. 

So you feel comfortable to say, “I’m not ready to choose now.  I refuse pressure.  I’m not ready.”  

And learn to communicate and hear from your whole body.  

Does your body embrace an idea?  

Does part of your body embrace an idea, and part of your body recline from it? 

Listen to your body.  Listen to the speaking of your body wisdom.  

And then align yourself with your soul’s purpose.  Because in doing so, so much is clarified. 

When you find you are pushing yourself.  It’s so often because you are not in full alignment.  

And therefore again, it is the mind who primarily is trying to make decisions which are really for your whole being to make. 

So align to your body wisdom.  Listen to your body wisdom.  Listen to your emotional response.  And align with your soul’s purpose.  

And aligning with your Soul’s purpose is sometimes done through healings, you know.  It’s done through readings, sometimes healings.  

Generally in the painful pieces of growth you require others.  You require the support of others. 

We’ve spoken of this before in that human beings are designed to need one another.  

This could be from a friendship.  This could be from a healer.  This could be from the other realms which we’ve spoken of. 

So, receive healings.  So that you know where you are currently.  So that you release so much of the energy that is still in your system from all that you’ve been through. 

 You may actually be at quite a new place.  But you’re still carrying the energetic frequencies of the habit, of the old habits, of the old state of your life. 

So, you learn to release that.  And then you will come from a place of more clarity in making your decisions.  

And they will be clearer for you.  You will no longer be guessing. 

So if you’re feeling unclarity then you know it’s not ready.  You know you have some work to do yet.

So that it is clear for you.  Your whole being harmonizes with your decision. 

Does this make sense to you?

—Yes.—

—Mistress Peony.—

Yes.

—At this moment in my life, I need to work on a relationship for my path.  And I find myself to be very blocked.  And I can’t figure out how to release that so I can open to it more.—

My sweet, you give yourself too much responsibility.  You carry too much weight.  

You cannot proceed because you have not softened from heaviness of responsibility.  Which you have accepted.  

It is a time for you to release contracts from past lives.  Contracts that were reinforced in your youth.  That you should carry such burden.  

This is in your body.  It weighs down your heart.

And your first responsibility is to give yourself some space.  Your first responsibility is to give yourself ease.  

Your first responsibility is to let nurturance come into you.  Your first responsibility is to receive until you soften.

All the rest will fall into place.  

You are powerful.  Yet your true power will not be realized until you release the blockages which you hold.  

It’s as if you have vowed to be a warrior.  And you are willing to kill yourself in the process.

We do not wish that from you.  We want your life.  We want your joy.  

Does this have any clarification for you?

—Yes.—

Is there something else you wish?

—If I try to take more space in my life.  I meet with lots of resistance.—

The space may be more internal than external.  The place of battle may be externalized, when the true place is internal.

You can learn to drop this side of the battle.  

And then those around you will either drop their side.  And suddenly change.  Or it will be evident that you must extricate yourself.

And we know that this is a big sacrifice.  It appears to be.  

And yet you heal all who you are a nurturer for.  When you choose to heal yourself.  

Your being is at stake.  You deserve to be cherished.  

And if you bring that inside of you.  It will be felt by all around you.

And we recognize that this is not a small challenge.  But it is upon your path.  And you have the potential to be a light for others, a unique light.  So we feel it’s worth it.

We surround you with our blessings, and with our love.

Do not doubt that tonight you have worked hard.  Do not doubt that you allowed a great deal of sorrow to be in this space.  

Mother Earth can transform darkness, sorrow, pain.  Just as she does manure into energy which she uses in her vast wisdom for the healing of her beloved children.  

So send down now, all that you can be aware of, that you hold around you in the energy field.  That you hold inside your being.   

Practice now while you are together.  And then you will find it more easy when you are alone.

Affirm that you can change your energy field right now.  

As you let that fall away.  Feel the grace that is in this Sacred circle.  

Feel it touching your skin.  Feel it filling your energy field.  Allow it to penetrate, into the recesses of your body. 

What is coming for you is grace.  That quality which brings you change when you least expect it.  

It is like love dancing with serendipity.  

Let this sink into your body in the deepest place where it might be needed. 

And, when you sleep tonight, may this grace come to you.  

You may continue to clear out energies which you have released.  So, if you have some difficult dreams.  Know it is just like the flushing of a toilet. 

And, then choose openness for grace to continue to come.  

Say, “Yes, I will receive you grace.  I will receive this.  Come into my heart.  Transform my being.”  

Because you will only be transformed to who you truly are.  Not to anyone else, anything else.  Transformed into who you truly are.  

And who you truly are will be a gift to this world.  

So beloved children, take my love into your heart.  

Do it.  Take your hands to your heart.  

May your healing bring you strength.  

May it bring you joy.  

May it bring you love.  

And may your healing help to transform the world.  

You have our blessings.