Thoth & Mistress Peony: Transition

January 25th, 2003

Transition/Grace Transcript

—Everybody ground and feel your bottom on the floor or the cushion.  Honor our connection with Mother Earth.  And know that in the polarity of our existence, as we ground to her we have the capacity to open to the Sacred, to the upper chairs, to the spiritual realm, Spirit realm.

I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the blessings and the guardianship of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred directions.  Again, Mother Earth and Father Sky, the star nation.  The realm of the animals.  The realm of the plant life.

Into this Sacred circle which holds all of us with the powerful supportive energies we’ve called in.  We are held in safety to learn to change.

In this process I also ask in the Spirit guides of each person who is present in the circle.  We ask your presence so that we can identify what is truly before us and within us.

Each of us seeks healing.  Each of us seeks strengthening.  Each of us asks for a clearer and greater alignment with our purpose and our Soul’s mission.

Let each person accept that their path will be clearer and stronger if their healing is done in the service of all.  Each person must choose that alignment for themselves, and you can do so internally, for the good of all.

Into our circle we also will place a space in the center for those who we love, those we are concerned about, and that also for the fate of the Earth.  So that this gathering which has powerful help be in truth for the good of all.  So be it.—

Good Evening.  Now, I wish to speak to you of some global issues.  And then it is possible that you will have another time for personal issues.

These times that you are in.  We’ve talked to you since the beginning of the significance of these times.  And you continue to see the story unfold.  And I know that many of you wish to not pay too much attention to the political occurrences, and yet you must keep an ear out. 

Not to become so weighed down that you cannot hold in your heart your own well being.  But enough to know that what is happening is a real battle for life vs destruction.  And that your place is of significance, and the lives of those you touch is significant. 

It is, in a sense, as if everyone votes whether they act on it, whether they pray it, whether they hide from it, it’s still a vote.  You still place your energy in a category, one or another.  You contribute your intentions, your wishes, one way or another. 

So, this takes us to the realm of, “What is the purpose of healing?”  Don’t ever feel that you are being selfish by clearing your own self, by working to eliminate those experiences, past history, current history, childhood, in utero, from yourself because that’s a political act.  

You clear the darkness from within you, and invite the light to be present.  As you do this you vote.  You are placing your votes for life.  Every time you send love to yourself, or another, you are voting.  Every time you receive healing you are voting.  

Now, you can still do other things or actions in the world because that helps. It’s significant. It shows a vote.  And yet we see this from another perspective which is, “What is in your hearts?”  What is in the heart of the human being? 

Some don’t believe in the Sacred, and yet they walk with the Sacred in who they are.  Some say they believe in the Sacred and yet they walk with internal darkness.  They’re voting. 

You have spoken about healing.  You have spoken about feeling the sorrow, the darkness.  Now, your path to clarification is often through the darkness.  And yet, you want to be where you are, and gain a consciousness enough to say, “I am in utter despair,” if that is where you are. 

So you hold that experience, and yet, around that experience, you open your upper chakras.  Don’t get too technical.  You open yourself, your heart perhaps, to receiving assistance.  

So you say in effect, “I am in a dark moment.  I’m in a dark place.  I feel lost.  I feel overwhelmed.  I open to assistance coming to me in whatever form it comes.” 

And then truly open.  Watch your energy.  Let your body give you feedback.  Do you feel open?  Do you surrender in your state of sorrow?  

Practice the tangibility of surrender, of opening.  Practice it so that it goes beyond a mental construct.  Does this make sense? 

So, practice feeling.  How does it feel when you say, “I am open.  I will receive support. I  will receive assistance.” How does it feel in your body?  

You can experiment with this, and you will learn that you have more control than you think.  You have more power in this area than you have been trained to believe. 

In my civilization we did much training of people to be conscious of themselves.  We still failed in terms of the whole culture, but we had many high points.  Many people had training.  We encouraged everyone to receive training, and only a select few got into the higher realms of the temple. 

Now, what is happening on Earth at this time is that these realms of clarity are being accessible to more people because of the magnitude of people.  There is a great need for quantities and quantities of people to have clarity of their spirit, of their being.  

So you know, so much healing is going on now.  You know, relative to five years ago, or certainly twenty years ago.  There are so much more healing modalities, healers, all these qualities because a time of transition is imminent.  

And it is not certain.  And yet it is in dynamic flux.  And every vote changes what is. 

Now, this is a great deal of power, and you have spoken before of being part of a grid, an energy grid.  And around the Earth there are energies, consciousness on many planes of existence, realms of reality, dimensions of reality, for instance, where I live.  

And you can contact this realm, and this realm can contact you.  The sea creatures can communicate with you, the plant realm, all intelligence, all layers of reality. 

Reality which you can learn to walk in and receive from.  This is probably the most important thing we have told you many times.  You are not alone, and you can receive from the Sacred.  

And it takes some training.  And it takes some clarifying of yourself.  And it takes personal honesty.  And that’s the path.  It isn’t for those who are faint of heart. 

You sit on Mother Earth, and above us is the celestial realm.  Connect to a grid which surrounds the Earth, and connects to the star realm.  And put into this grid the power of love. 

Of course, to create that, you must open your hearts now to the power of love which is present in you, and which flows from me to you.  Now, play with your willingness to open your heart and receive even now. 

May I give you my love?  May it be for your own healing.  May it be for your empowerment.  That you in turn may heal others.  And that you may feel the blessedness of your life.  This love has the power to allow you to release what baggage no longer serves. 

Know that your choices form you.  Your choices in the small moments.  Your choices in the darkest moments. 

May you each take with you in your heart a flame of strong love from me.  Your choices matter to others, and most significantly they matter to you.  I wish you strength on your journey.  Good night. 

I am Mistress Peony, and I wish to answer some questions that you have. So feel comfortable. 

—Mistress Peony, you’ve spoken of how our prayers matter for the outcome of this battle.  Can you guide us in some suggestions of prayers that we can hold for the planet and for this transformation?— 

Well, one crucial thing to do when you pray is to become aware of your physical body.  As much as you can, you can cultivate awareness of your energy body.  But just come to your own body.  Where do you live in this body? 

And try to connect to your core inside your body, your soul, your Spirit, however you might consider it.  Some of you who do energy work will know how to feel, how to find their energetic core. 

Then connect to Mother Earth through your feet, through any part of you that is connected to the Earth, or a facsimile thereof.  Connect to Father Sky.  If you want your prayers to be strong, image the sacredness around you, however that means something to you. 

And you don’t have to do any of it.  You can say a prayer in a moment.  And we strongly encourage this.  If you walk outside and you see a plant with whom you see a beauty, then say a prayer.  Each expression of love, each expression of unity, each expression of good will is a prayer. 

And the setting up is if you want it to be more powerful, perhaps to heal something specific for yourself.  Then get the help.  Then bring in the powers to make your prayer stronger.  But your prayer will be strong even if it is genuine. 

And in a moment that you do see a beauty and you say, “I love you.”  Every act of, “I love you” is the sweetest prayer.  Every time you breathe deeply and you say, “Oh, thank you,” is a sweet prayer.  

You are healing yourself and the Earth, and the other human beings, and the plant kingdom.  The vital elements of life, the water, the air, you heal them by your expression of connection, your expression of appreciation. 

For many it is too abstract to think of the whole Earth, but can if it works for you.  So very personally, on your piece of Earth that you walk over, travel through, you can send that connection.  You send a prayer and it shifts the energy around you and your own energy. 

We wish you to learn to shift your energies.  Sometimes you cannot do it at will.  Because you might think, “I’m ready for this sorrow to be gone, so I’m ready to shift.”  And you stay in the sorrow.  

Perhaps it’s for a reason.  And so your process is not so simple as, “Now I choose to be happy.”  Sometimes it is, and sometimes it’s not.  So it’s not a simple problem. 

But come from a genuine place in your heart, genuine heart connection.  Not because you feel sorry.  Not because you feel superior.  Because this is not genuine. 

If you come from a place of simplicity of self.  You know, you are a person with strengths, weaknesses, sorrows, and joy, and you come from your authenticity.  The stronger your prayers are from this unguarded authenticity.  And so you seek this position within yourself. 

And it is in this way, which in changing yourself, you have the greatest capacity to change others and the world.  Because your power resonates from this clarity, this simplicity of being.  And then incidentally other forces can flow through you more clearly.

If you invite the Sacred into your being, it can be there more clearly.  The more genuine you are the more you are in your own truth. 

Now, to follow a theme which came up earlier.  You know that love is what can vanquish fear.  One of the most powerful things that you can do is to come to that again and again, in whatever way you do.  If you can see fear and hold love in your heart, you win that battle.  Love is stronger than any other power. 

And each time you come to love you connect with this grid.  Each time you come to love you connect with the plant realm, the animal realm, the Spirit realm, the realm of all human beings who seek harmony, who seek peace.  So, this is your most powerful ally to choose love. 

So, find the ways around you to choose love, and please, start with yourself.  Please, in your moments of darkness, hold your hands to your heart, and give yourself love.  Love for your losses.  Love for your love.  You love someone who is gone.  You love someone who is hurt.  You love.  Love for yourself, for your bravery to become conscious. 

Sorrow has its place.  So, allow the sorrow we have recognized and held to sink away to Mother Earth.  You shall not forget your sorrows.  You shall not cease to love. 

Let your guidance draw near to you.  Allow them to be strongly present, these forces which will support you in choosing life and love. 

Do I have some more questions? 

—Could you give us some guidance on having clarity about taking the next step, about knowing our direction, and about understanding changes?— 

All right, a very good question, very difficult to make changes.  And one of the reasons it’s so difficult is because you as a culture, you as individuals I know is very difficult also, you try to make the change with your mind.  You try to, you say, “Psyche it out.”  You try to define it when it’s not defined. 

So you lead yourself with false skill.  It’s not that your mind is bad.  It means that it is just not adequate to the task.  So, you again, come into your body knowing.  And learn to cultivate your body knowing.  So that your whole being is making the choice. 

So you feel comfortable to say, “I’m not ready to choose now.  I refuse pressure.  I’m not ready.”  

And learn to communicate and hear from your whole body. Does your body embrace an idea?  Does part of your body embrace an idea, and part of your body recline from it? 

Listen to your body.  Listen to the speaking of your body wisdom.  And then align yourself with your soul’s purpose, because in doing so, so much is clarified. 

When you find you are pushing yourself, it is so often because you are not in full alignment, and therefore, it is the mind who is primarily trying to make decisions which are really for your whole being to make. 

So align.  Listen to your body wisdom.  Listen to your emotional response, and align with your soul’s purpose.  It’s sometimes done through healings.  It’s sometimes done through readings.  Generally in the painful pieces of growth you require the support of others. 

We’ve spoken of this before in that human beings are designed to need one another.  This could be from a friendship.  This could be from a healer.  This could be from the other realms which we’ve spoken of. 

So, receive healings so that you know where you are currently.  So that you release so much of the energy that is still in your system from all that you’ve been through.  You may actually be in quite a new place, but you’re still carrying the energetic frequencies of the old habits, of the old state of your life. 

So you learn to release that and then you will come from a place of more clarity in making your decisions.  And they will be clearer for you.  You will no longer be guessing. 

So if you feel unclarity then you know it’s not ready.  You know you have some work to do yet, so that it is clear for you.  Your whole being harmonizes with your decision. 

Tonight you have worked hard.  You have allowed a great deal of sorrow to be in this space.  Mother Earth can transform darkness, sorrow, pain just as she does manure into energy, which she uses in her vast wisdom for the healing of her beloved children.  

So, send down now all that you can be aware of that you hold around you in the energy field, that you hold inside your being.  Affirm that you can change your energy field right now.  

As you let that fall away, feel the grace that is in this Sacred circle.  Feel it touching your skin.  Feel it feeding your energy field.  Allow it to penetrate into the recesses of your body. 

What is coming for you is grace.  That quality which brings you change when you least expect it.  It is like love dancing with serendipity.  Let this sink into your body in the deepest place where it might be needed. 

And, when you sleep tonight, may this grace come to you.  You may continue to clear out energies which you have released.  So, if you have some difficult dreams, know it is just like the flushing of a toilet. 

And, then choose openness for grace to continue to come.  Say, “Yes, I will continue this.  I will receive this.  Come into my path.  Transform my being.”  

Because you will only be transformed to who you truly are, not to anyone else, anything else.  Transformed to who you truly are.  And who you truly are will be a gift to this world. 

So, beloved children, take my love into your heart.  Do it.  Take your hands to your heart for you, just in who you are being.  

May your healing bring you strength.  May it bring you joy.  May it bring you love.  And, may your healing help to transform the world.  You have our blessings.