Thoth & Mistress Peony: Expansion

November 24th, 2003

Expansion Transcript

—I call us into Sacred Space.  And I ask for the guardianship and the blessings of the Grandmothers and Grandfathers of the Sacred Directions.  

The presence of Mother Earth.  And her movement through each one of us.  

The presence of Father Sky bringing his blessings into each one of us.  

And may the harmony between them sit in our hearts, 

I invite each of us to allow our energy fields.  Beginning with our core.  To ring with their connection within us, Mother Earth and Father Sky.  

We are conduits for their knowing, their wisdom, their kindness, their strength.  

Into our Sacred Circle, I invite the plant realm.  Creature of air.  Creature of fire and water.  The rock and mineral realm.

And our beloved Spirit guides.  Those who are known to us, connected to each one of us.  And those who are as yet unknown.  

We invite you to join your knowing with ours. 

We come here to understand that which we don’t.  In order that we may continue in our process of strengthening.  That our lives be rich, and full, and meaningful.  

And that we live with happiness and love.  As we continue to serve in ever greater capacity the good of all.— 

Good Evening.  

—Good evening.—

I am Thoth, and I am happy to be with you again this evening.  

So, part of what you have experienced is as if your consciousness, and as if your process has left you a certain size.  

And you continually try to stretch against the barriers within you.  

You stretch against the limitations that you feel.  You wish to release the heavy energies that still hold you to much in the past. 

And, so, we are part of this process of expansion and alignment.  Where it is created from the heavens through the cellular existence, an expansion.  

And so, what you have felt is as if you are held together in your small being. 

And you know many people who are very small.  And this is true.  You think now of someone who you know, small.  

They maintain their smallness.  They have their bitterness which they’ve nursed for many years.  It’s contained within their container of aura, their auric field.  And they hold this steady state.  

And for them the change is more frightening than the sourness that they experience in their lives. 

So, those of you who have said yes to expansion, experience this.  Where suddenly there are spaces within you.  Space that was not there before.  And in that space many things come to fill it.  

The potentiality for deeper thought.  The willingness to have more time alone.  The ability and willingness to have richer time alone.  The willingness to see what is truth.  

And less of a fear for allowing the fears or the sorrows, the wound, to come clearly and honestly before you.  To be felt.  To be recognized.  To be released. 

Space achieves potentially feelings of insecurity.  It is like being alone if you have not ever been alone.  You have more space for yourself.  But there’s an insecurity as to who you are that can fill this space. 

So, I invite you now to sit strongly in your body.  Sit within your body.  And draw in the energies that you have called into this Sacred Space.  

Or open your chakra system to flow smoothly as it will do in a natural way.  Bringing a little consciousness will assist in this.  

And ask to bring in all that is enhancing to you. 

Now, as you do this, you may become aware of fears which also fly freely in the space which you have.  Allow them to be present.  And any of their manifestations.  

Sit and observe.  Watch what you feel.  

And be willing to open yet again. 

This is an exercise in presence.  I invite you to change your energy body in this moment. 

So, in your consciousness now.  See the vastness and the emptiness of the universe.  The emptiness which is fecund with life.  The ultimate paradox. 

 And allow your consciousness to sit with this viewpoint. 

I’m inviting you to expand into your broader awareness.  Because this is the infinite domain which is part of your very character.  

And you are not trained to think it so.

This vastness, you might find insecurities arising.  As before you just watch them.  

You may not need to understand them as deeply as you think, in order to change them.  

So, I’m inviting you to join me in this consciousness which is a significant aspect of reality. 

I do this because it is what has come to me in your presence this night.  

It is a dark night.  And you continue to descend into the darkness of winter.  

And I wish to give you the courage of descent.  Into emptiness.  Into darkness.  Knowing that you are not alone.  And knowing that your own brightness.  The star which is you, shines in this darkness.  

This is a darkness where you have shed some of your ego, your self-concept, your self awareness.  All of which are self limitations. 

This is a consciousness which you may not embrace immediately.  And yet, it may come to you at another time in your existence.  

If people have never experienced it, and they come to their death, it can be frightening.  And for others it can be a welcoming home. 

Now, into this circle place those who you love.  Who go through this life of change, of challenges.  Put those who you love in this circle.  

And let the energy of this Sacred gathering be at their disposal.  

Certainly allow your own love to be magnified by the powers that you are connected with.  The greater powers.  So that your love can be a strong and rich healing nectar for those whom you love.  

Allow this.  It requires more allowing than effort-ing. 

And now, place the state of the Earth and all her peoples in the center.  And give with your full consciousness, your blessing for the resolution of struggle.  

Words may take form, and this is good.  And it may only be energetically that you express this.  And this is good.  

Here, in the heart of compassion.  We can pray even for the oppressors.  Even those who harm others. 

And now, place your fears or that aspect of yourself which is still small.  Which is young.  Which is wounded.  Place some symbol of yourself in our Sacred circle.  

Place your self-doubts.  Offer them for healing.  

Simply be willing.  Do not apply thought. 

And now, I call together the forces that are gathered.  To align each one of those in the circle.  All those who have been thought of.  To stand in harmony, a perfect pitch with one another.

All united.  All connected.  Every pain, every soul piece.  Every last lost object of person, of being.  Soul pieces.  In harmony with all that is Sacred throughout time.  Going to the past, the future, all is one and present with us. 

So may it be.  We know not the outcome.  We know only our presence and our willingness.  And the Divine company in which we find ourselves. 

Take this into your body to the maximum degree that you are conscious of in this moment.  

Invite it now to come to you in your sleep.  

Invite it to deepen in your understanding as these nights of the winter become darker.  

Embrace this energy of descent into the darkness.  

And then receive the gifts.  Unknown, unplanned, uncontrolled as they come to you. 

Soften your edges.  And let them ever be fluid.  A gift of creature of water on this Earth plane.  

Of course it is a manifestation of an element of the Divine.  Which has great teachings for all humans. 

Embrace the Sacred within you.  Embrace the Sacred all around you.  

Embrace your own transformation.  It will bring you meaning.  And it will bring you joy.  It will bring you skills with which to be of service. 

And when it is your time to fully transform from this physical body.  You will know who you really belong with.  Where you really belong.  

And your passage will not be fearful.  It will be one of anticipation. 

Now, this has been a big night, a blessing, a night of ritual, alchemy.  

It was not anticipated.  But it was surrendered to.  

Align yourself with the Sacred forces, and you cannot go wrong.  You cannot be lost.  

You may feel your pain.  But it will be transitory.  And to be honored.  To be honored, each experience. 

And so, my daughters, I thank you for going on this adventure.  

And I hold you with the power of my love.  

Good evening. 

—Good evening.  Thank you.—

Good Evening. 

—Good evening Mistress Peony.—

Well, one could become quite floaty.  There is a lot of space here, a lot of expansiveness.  

But I’m coming because I want to know if your questions have been answered, or if you have something which you need to still have attended to?  

You may ask me if it is so. 

—I have questions about all the Sun spots and the Sun flares.  Is that an expansion happening?—

Well, that is a piece of what is occurring.  Everything is in transformation.  The Sun is even in transformation.

And there are forces being burned off in the celestial realms very far and wide.  And much is sent into the universe from human beings who do healing work.  

And not just from human beings, though, because you are not really the center of the universe.

So, great forces, and it is as if, just as one of you has explained so well, the process of a painful extraction.  Yes?

So, there are energies which are being clarified on all those realms.  And some of it is part of a consciousness which is primordial.  And so it’s no words to explain it.  It’s a primordial ongoing process of the expression of life.

So, it’s not that you need to take it terribly seriously.  But you have done well.  And continues to observe yourself with an open consciousness.

And say, “I don’t know, but I’ve noticed today I’m being this way.  I don’t know the reason.”  Or, “I don’t know the outcome.  But I am noticing these things occurring.”

And then when you hear in your friendships, and your connections some interpretation, then good.  Some of it might make sense to you.  And some of it might not.

And it really doesn’t matter so very much.  Yes?

—Yes.—

But in your processing just honor yourself.  Say, “I feel this now.”  Hold yourself in love as you feel whatever it is.  And give yourself whatever comforts are appropriate.

Your walking outside is beautiful comfort.  Very appropriate.  Very much allowing yourself to continue process.  The motion of your body.  Being exposed to the elements.

And you say, “Yes,” to the universe.  And you know in this process, to say, “Yes” continually is all that you really need to do.

Even in sorrow.  Even in the pain of allowing a painful piece to become clear.  And true.  And realized.  And felt.  And that you are still saying, “Yes.”

And this is most courageous.  And your transformation is thus supported, and assured.

What else?

—Mistress Peony.—

Yes.

—I am struggling with two concepts.  One, I’ve been working with fire element to help strengthen my body and my energy field.  It does bring up a lot of intolerance.  

And it is really clashing with my trying to work with keeping my heart compassionate and open.  Can you give me some advice on how to work with that?— 

Yes, of course.  So, let the fire fill your bone marrow.  And fill your first chakra.  

And then follow the energy into your other chakras, or into your body, or into your auric field.  But do not continue to require that it be fire.  

It will of its own healthy accord transform itself within your structure. 

And so, then if the energy comes to your heart chakra.  It will be what it should be.  It will be the vibration appropriate for your heart chakra.  

And if you feel the energy running there, you will feel an expansiveness. 

And it is in the expansiveness of the heart where you will be able to feel compassion for those who struggle.  You will feel it for yourself as you struggle. 

You will feel your own struggles, emotional struggles first in your 2nd chakra.  And you will realize it is you.  

And you will see, with your integration of your 3rd chakra, why some of these qualities exist.  And bring understanding to meet the emotion.  

So you may feel compassion for yourself.  

And when you have succeeded to do this.  The energy will flow naturally then to your heart, and your compassion will be there for others. 

Am I making sense to you?

—Yes.  Hard to do.—

Yes, but are you willing?

—Oh yes.—

This is an excellent thing for you to be conscious of.  Very honest.  Excellent thing for you to be conscious of.

And this will be a significant thing for you to change.  And then you will see great progress.  Great progress.  You have already seen great progress.

Well, I wish to pull a cover of love around you as if I were tucking you into your bed.  And please, invite this sensation back to you when you do get into your bed tonight.  

It is a cover of love.  For all you have done.  For your willingness to try to help others as you heal yourself.  

For the very nature of your true soul.  

Each of you has bravery and sweetness combined.  

So pull the blanket of our love around your shoulders.  You can pull it over your head if you wish.  

Sleep in it.  Let it soothe you deeply. 

If all this goodness causes the release of some holding.  Simply let them release.  Don’t identify with them.  Don’t be disappointed.  Don’t attach.  

Instead attach more deeply to the ‘Yes’.  To the ‘Yes’ to the Sacred.  To the Sacred within you joining the Sacred without.  

Good evening. 

—Thank you Mistress Peony.—

I am yet another visitor for you tonight.  And I’m bringing you some Earth.

I’m bringing you some grounded-ness.  Because this is very high transformational work, which has occurred tonight.

So receive from me some Earth.  Red.  Brown.  Substantial.  The Sacred beneath your feet.  

With enough energy to strengthen you.  To make you powerful in appropriate ways.

So, feel this gift.  

Integrate it into your feet.  And your legs.  And your hips.

And with this enjoy your life.  Enjoy your days.  

Enjoy the fruits of the Earth.  Sensuality.

The Sacred is abundant.  So many forms.  Haven’t we impressed you?

—Yes.—

Goodnight.