Thoth & Mistress Peony: Change

October 27th, 2003

Change Transcript

—Everybody be comfortable.  If you get tired of sitting up, then lay down.  Whatever is comfortable for you.

Each one of us should sit within our own seat of personal responsibility.  

You will receive from the guidance that comes.  You’ll receive energy and you’ll receive information. 

That’s the mode you want to be in, receptive.  Sitting in your own responsibility for yourself.  So, it’s about coming into receptivity within yourself and knowing that you will really receive what you need. 

So, I’ll do a little prayer, a little invocation.  And then I’ll be quiet for awhile.  While I allow my Spirit guide or guides to come into my body.  So that they can be here with you.

I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the blessings and the guardianship of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred Directions.  

I ask that we all connect with Mother Earth.  That we’re grounded for the expansion of ourselves that we’ll accomplish this evening. 

From this grounded place of receiving her energy more consciously.  We are strengthened.  And then can access more from the spiritual dimensions of which, of course, she is a part.  

So, between Mother Earth and Father Sky we sit.  Father Sky containing, reaching into the mystery of the universe. 

I ask that we in this Sacred circle are connected with the Divine thread that moves through everything.— 

Good Evening.  

—Good evening.—

Now, the first thing I will ask you to do is feel your energy fields.  Be aware of your body.  Be aware of what it feels like inside of yourself and around yourself.

Those who have been here.  Do you know who I am?

—Yes.—

Speak my name please.

—Mistress Peony.—

Thank you.  This is an appropriate way to greet a visitor.

—Welcome.—

Thank you very much.  I like to be among you.  And I like to have my presence felt by you because it is pleasant.

Now, so many topics have been shared.  

And I call you to be aware of your body.  Be aware of where you sit.  How much space there is inside your body and around you.  The permeability of your auric field.

And these concepts may be new to some of you.  And have no concern whatsoever about not understanding something.  

Because we create an experience here which will be able to transform you to the degree you are welcoming of this experience.  

And if there’s parts of you which are in resistance.  This is quite normal.  And it is a natural human state. 

So, I call you to feel your energy fields, so you can feel it changing.  It may be helpful to you to have the physiological feedback of your energy field changing. 

You’ve been trained to understand things so greatly with your intellects.  And the intellect is not adequate for the job which you place before it.  

You have such a need to understand things much broader than your intellect can supply you with information. 

So, reach to your energy field as an embodiment of your greater consciousness.  So this is where your true wisdom is.  Your true wisdom is in your entire energy field.  

So reach to your energy field.  Delicately feel it.  

What I’m bringing for you tonight is a change in your energy fields.  

Because you speak of resistance.  And each of you has it in your own way.  

You might find that resistance in your body.  

You might find it if you ask yourself, “Where does it sit?  Where am I embodying or carrying resistance?  What is the resistance truly to?” 

Daily life?  The shedding of fights which have been a part of forming your identity?  Releasing a relationship to struggle?  

Judgments about yourself?  Others?  The quality of life?  Expectations which define you far too greatly? 

Find those edges of things which define you too greatly.  Those edges of things which you struggle around.  The will which you keep driving yourself with. 

In this time of being in the darkness of the month.  Allow freedom to be one of the qualities which you build with the fattening of the Moon.  

And consider in this very moment, allowing your hard edges of expectation, of judgment, of requirements that life look in one way or another.  Now, with the help of this gathering of Sacred Space, soften these. 

So, into this Sacred Space I invite, of course, each of your guidance.  I invite each of your guidance to come.  And be close with you.  

You all have guidance.  You each have multiple forms of guidance.  

Some in the animal realm.  Some in the plant realm.  

Some in the form of beings who have lived and no longer live.  

And some in the form of beings who have ascended.  And have not lived for a great deal of time. 

There are no barriers between you.  And yet it requires some faith.  Because you open to these energies.  And you will be changed.  

What will you be changed into?  

What is it that you resist by placing all these definitions of life onto yourself? 

I invite you to sit very simply in yourselves.  To only be perfectly present within yourself.  And to allow this to grow.  

Allow your presence of self to grow.  

And you will have assistance in your transformation.  Which is greatly beyond what you can generally achieve in the slower way of changing. 

Now, we’ve spoken to you for some time about the times.  And we’ve talked about the amount of change.  

I would think that many of you have seen significant change in yourselves in the last few years.

And it’s going to continue.  And your world will continue to shift.  

And you will continue to be able to provide some leadership to others.  For whom these concepts are unknown.

Alright, each person now sit within your place of personal responsibility.  And draw energy from the Earth.  

And allow the energy of your guidance to enrich this Sacred Space. 

Ask, also, that some of what has come out of your energy fields.  We shall move out of this space.  

Some of the burdens which you carry.  You must simply give up.  

Give up being wedded to struggle.  Give up being wedded to discipline.  Give up your judgment of yourself. 

That is quite clearer now.  Can you feel that?

—Yes.—

Now receive.  

Receive that you are just as you should be.  Receive that you will make decisions in each moment to accept yourself.  And to continue your life expression.  

Accept that you will interact with the unknown in order to be able to do this.  Things will come to you which are unexpected.  It is what is before you.  

Not to be angry with it.  Not to reject it.  Because it’s not supposed to be what you are doing now.  

But if it is there for you.  It is there for you. 

Accept that you can sit in the Sacred in increasing moments of your everyday life.  

Sit in the Sacred right now. 

Good Evening.  

I come to join you in this time.  I come to bring you also energy which will strengthen you.

Mistress Peony has spoken to you about what it is that you most need to do.  And this has to do with accepting your nature, your adequacy.

You have been trained to feel inadequate.  And you have been trained to need dramas in order to have purpose and meaning.  And to be able to have an individual identity which assures you that you are.

We come to you this evening.  I am Thoth.  To strengthen you in knowing that who you are.  And where you are is as it should be.

You are in a web of evolution.  Where each piece is connected to each other piece.  

It does not mean that you have no choice.  You have choice in your every moment.  

This is the responsibility which you do have.  But it is a responsibility which will give you enormous freedom.

So now, my energetic gift to you is to receive the solidity that I have brought to the circle.

Have you felt solidity?

—Yes.—

Can you feel the difference?

—Yes.—

We bring you gifts to strengthen you.  And you can take them in.  And make them a part of you.

So, my gift is the place in you to be strengthened, your core being.  To know that you are as you should be.

To know that you are part of a web of existence which is complex.  And which you can align in your choice making with that which is Sacred.

A good name is the Sacred Mystery.  Because it is beyond your comprehension.  And there is the requirement of faith, the necessity of faith.

But faith is a soft action.  It is not a hard action.

Mistress Peony tried to address to you some of the ways in which you have hard action within yourselves.

And so we bring to you that allowing, being present.  Knowing your full adequacy and beauty will enable you to do that which only you can do on the face of this Earth.

So, settle into that knowing as fully as you are able in this moment.  You are all you need to be.  

All that you will become.  You will become all the sooner and the greater by being in the present with your self.  

Adequate.  Full.  Correct.  In this sense perfect.  Always evolving.  But in this moment perfect.

Receive this into your energy field.

Find the corner which has the doubt.  And put this seed inside the doubt.  

You are as you should be.

Now, I will take questions.  And we will see who answers your questions.

—Master Thoth.  I would like some personal suggestions about working through my resistance.  Especially in this project that I’m working on.  

It’s something that I want to do.  And yet it’s something that I seem to have trouble doing.  So I’m a little puzzled by that.—

Yes.  This has to do with your balance between the degree to which you accept yourself as you are.  And your good quality to create yourself.

And this project requires that you learn new ways of knowing.  And so part of this project is allowance.  And surrender to another way of proceeding.  

It involves much of what has been addressed this evening.

And your ways of learning have always served you well.  And now the process is requiring some other forms of your own intelligence.  Which is adequate, perfectly adequate to the prospects before you.

But it involves a healing of the heart.  Which is something that you have done great work with.  And something which now is calling you another level of proceeding with heart.

Does this have meaning for you?

—Yes.  Thank you.—

Now, I arrived rather rudely.  I will depart more politely.  And I give you my blessings.

—Thank you.—

Good Evening.

—Good evening Mistress Peony.—

Now, what I wish to bring, to rain down upon you, gentle, gentle raindrops, small mist sweetness.  

I wish you to receive this in your face like a dew that is rich with emollients.  It will feed your skin. 

Let your face release the effort-ing which you carry.  Let your face take in this dew, this nectar which I have brought for you.  A nectar of sweetness.  

A nectar which will remind you of your own essence.  Just as it should be.  

Already perfect for this moment.  Ready to embrace proceeding with less struggle.  

The fullness of your heart can be with you in all your moments.  You are learning this.  Increasing moments of fullness and contentment. 

Take some of this dew and swallow it into your core.  Swallow more of it.  Let it fill your belly.  And expand through your body just as nourishment.  

It is in the field of Sacred Space around you.  And it is within you.  Let it touch every part of your being.  

Know that if you do this.  If you live your self well.  You will change the face of the Earth.

You asked what you can do in the face of the sorrows, the calamities.  Well certainly you can take some actions.

But most greatly you can change yourself.  Embody your own presence.  And allow your sweetness and your strength.  Your clarity of mind and vision and purpose to be in your energy field. 

And you will have done all you can do.  You will have done the best.  And you will never be bored.

Our blessings to you.  

Please receive this mist of love and strength.  Contributed to by all of your guidance.  Earth.  Animal creatures.  Plant realm.  Celestial bodies.  Beings who are more greatly awakened.  

This is our gift for you tonight.  And we give it to you because we love you just as you are.  

Good night.