Thoth & Mistress Peony: Change

October 27th, 2003

Change Transcript

—Everybody be comfortable.  Each one of us should sit within our own seat of personal responsibility.  You will receive from the guidance that comes.  You’ll receive energy and you’ll receive information. 

That’s the mode you want to be in, receptive.  Sitting in your own responsibility for yourself.  So, it’s about coming into receptivity within yourself and knowing that you will receive what you need. 

I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the blessings and the guardianship of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred Directions.  I ask that we all connect with Mother Earth, that we’re grounded for the expansion of ourselves that we’ll accomplish this evening. 

From this grounded place of receiving her energy more consciously, we are strengthened.  And then can access more from the spiritual dimensions of which, of course, she is a part.  So, between Mother Earth and Father Sky we sit.  Father Sky containing, reaching into the mystery of the universe. 

I ask that we in this Sacred Space are connected with the Divine thread that moves through everything.— 

Good Evening.  Now, the first thing I will ask you to do is feel your energy fields.  Be aware of your body.  Be aware of what it feels like inside of yourself and around yourself.  Be aware of your body.  Be aware of where you sit.  How much space is there inside your body and around you?  The permeability of your auric field? 

We create an experience here which will be able to transform you to the degree you are welcoming of this experience.  And if there’s parts of you which are in resistance, this is quite normal. and it is a natural human state. 

So, I call you to feel your energy fields, so you can feel it changing.  It may be helpful to you to have the physiological feedback of your energy field changing. 

You’ve been trained to understand things so greatly with your intellects.  And we know the intellect is not adequate for the job which you place before it.  You have such a need to understand things much broader than your intellect can supply you with information. 

So reach to your energy field as an embodiment of your greater consciousness.  This is where your true wisdom is.  Your true wisdom is in your entire energy field.  So reach to your energy field.  Delicately feel it.  What we want to do, what I’m bringing for you tonight is a change in your energy field. 

You speak of resistance, and each of you has it in your own way.  You might find that resistance in your body.  You might find it if you ask yourself, “Where does it sit?  Where am I embodying or carrying resistance?  What is the resistance truly to?” 

Daily life?  The shedding of fights which have been a part of forming your identity?  Releasing a relationship to struggle?  Judgments about yourself?  Others?  The quality of life?  Expectations which define you far too greatly? 

Find these edges of things which define you too greatly.  Those edges of things which you struggle around.  The will which you keep driving yourself with. 

In this time of being in the darkness of the month, allow freedom to be one of the qualities which you build with the fattening of the Moon.  Embrace joy.  Embrace living in a sweet way.  Embrace love. 

And consider in this very moment allowing your hard edges of expectation, of judgment, of requirements that life look in one way or another, now, with the help of this gathering of Sacred Space, soften these. 

So, into this Sacred Space we invite each of your guidance to come and be close with you.  You all have guidance.  You each have multiple forms of guidance.  Some in the animal realm, some in the plant realm.  Some in the form of beings who have lived and no longer live.  And some in the form of beings who have ascended, and who have not lived for a great deal of time. 

There are no barriers between you.  And yet it requires some faith, because you open to these energies, and you will be changed.  What will you be changed into?  What is it that you resist by placing all these definitions of life onto yourself? 

I invite you to sit very simply in yourselves, to only be perfectly present within yourself.  And to allow this to grow.  Allow your presence of self to grow.  You are part of a greater dance.  Embrace it and you will have assistance in your transformation, which is greatly beyond what you can generally achieve in the slower way of changing. 

All right, each person now sit within your place of personal responsibility, and draw energy from the Earth.  And allow the energy of your guidance to enrich this Sacred Space. 

Ask, also, that some of what has come out of your energy fields, we shall move out of this space.  Some of the burdens which you carry, you must simply give up.  Give up being wedded to struggle.  Give up being wedded to discipline.  Give up your judgment of yourself. 

That is quite clearer now.  Now receive.  Receive that you are just as you should be.  Receive that you will make decisions in each moment to accept yourself, and to continue your life expression.  Accept that you will interact with the unknown in order to be able to do this. 

Things will come to you which are unexpected.  It is what is before you.  Not to be angry with it.  Not to reject it, because it’s not supposed to be what you are doing now.  But if it is there for you, it is there for you. 

Accept that you can sit in the Sacred in increasing moments of your everyday life.  Sit in the Sacred right now. 

Now, what I wish to bring, to rain down upon you, gentle, gentle raindrops, small mist sweetness.  I wish you to receive this in your face like a dew that is rich with emollients.  It will feed your skin. 

Let your face release the effort-ing which you carry.  Let your face take in this dew, this nectar which I have brought for you.  A nectar of sweetness.  A nectar which will remind you of your own essence, just as it should be.  Already perfect for this moment.  Ready to embrace proceeding with less struggle.  The fullness of your heart can be with you in all your moments, increasing moments of fullness and contentment. 

Take some of this dew and swallow it into your core.  Swallow more of it.  Let it fill your belly and expand through your body just as nourishment.  It is in the field of Sacred Space around you, and it is within you.  Let it touch every part of your being.  Embody your own presence, and allow your sweetness and your strength, your clarity of mind and vision and purpose to be in your energy field. 

Our blessings to you.  Please receive this mist of love and strength contributed to by all of your guidance, Earth, animal creatures, plant realm, celestial bodies, beings who are more greatly awakened.  This is our gift for you tonight.  And we give it to you because we love you just as you are.  Good night.

Good Evening. I come to join you in this time.  I come to bring you also energy which will strengthen you.  Mistress Peony has spoken to you about what it is that you most need to do.  And this has to do with accepting your nature, your adequacy.  

You have been trained to feel inadequate.  And you have been trained to need dramas in order to have purpose and meaning, and to be able to have an individual identity which assures you that you are. 

We come to you this evening, I am Thoth, to strengthen you in knowing that who you are and where you are is as it should be.  You are in a web of evolution where each piece is connected to each other piece.  

It does not mean that you have no choice.  You have choice in your every moments.  This is the responsibility which you do have.  But it is a responsibility which will give you enormous freedom. 

So now, my energetic gift to you is to receive the solidity that I have brought to the space.  We bring you gifts to strengthen you.  And you can take them in, and make them a part of you.  

So my gift is the place in you to be strengthened, your core being.  To know that you are as you should be.  To know that you are part of a web of existence which is complex.  And which you can align in your choice making with that which is Sacred.  A good name is the Sacred Mystery because it is beyond your comprehension. 

And there is the requirement of faith, the necessity of faith.  But faith is a soft action.  It is not a hard action.  So we bring to you that allowing, being present.  Knowing your full adequacy and beauty will enable you to do that which only you can do on the face of the Earth. 

So settle into that knowing as fully as you are able in this moment.  You are all that you need to be.  All that you will become you will become all the sooner and the greater by being in the present with yourself.  Adequate, full, correct, in this sense perfect, always evolving, but in this moment perfect. 

Receive this into your energy field.  Find the corner which has the doubt, and put this seed inside the doubt.  You are as you should be.  I give you my blessings.