Shu Fu & Mistress Peony: Uncertainty

September 15, 2004

Uncertainty Transcript

—I call us into Sacred Space.  I ask for the guardianship and the blessings of the Grandmothers and the Grandfathers of the Sacred directions from all points around the wheel.  

I ask for the presence of Mother Earth and all of her creatures.  And I ask that each one of us brings our awareness to our connection with Mother Earth.  And invites her energy to flow strongly through us.  And thereby increasing the transformative opportunity of this point in time. 

I call us to also acknowledge and welcome the blessings of Father Sky and the vast universe that surrounds us.  I invite in the presence of the star nations.  And I ask that the connections between us and the grid that surrounds and infuses the Earth be clear and strong and powerful. 

We each have our smaller concerns, and yet they all flow into a pattern that tells us something about what’s happening on the Earth at this time.  And if each of us dares to become stronger, then we can help to magnetize the forces, and the energy that will help to strengthen all of us.  So, this night is about strength and vulnerability. 

Into our Sacred circle I invite our beloved Spirit guides.  Let each person’s guidance draw near to them.  And let each person soften with a willingness to be more united with your guidance, so the process of this night will be eased, and will be richer, and filled with more possibilities. 

So, sit strongly inside your own body right now.  Feel your own boundaries of your body and energy field.  Welcome all the Spirit level beings that have joined us, so that we are truly one community.—

Good evening.  I’m happy to be with you.  

My message to you is something which you want to continue to draw to yourselves, a reality which is asking you to stretch yourself from your normal consciousness, from your normal view of reality. 

So in this time where many of you have challenges, and challenges are a part of life.  They are part of other cultures more visibly than your culture at this time.  

You’ve gone through some period of time where challenges of many natures have been kept from your sight, death for instance. 

In simpler cultures death is ever present.  It doesn’t disappear.  Your communities are more inter-knit, and so you see death.  You do not have a separation between yourself and those who are old and those who are ill.  

And you learn rhythms of life this way, and rhythms of surrender to the processes which all human beings undergo. 

So, challenges of this nature, challenges of simpler nature, not so simple challenges of wartime, and challenges of uncertainty about outcome of many, many things. 

Times will be tough, and riding in your own way the challenges of letting yourself feel dark times.  Letting yourself experience challenge and pain. 

Ride these things and don’t abandon yourself to drama.  Don’t abandon yourself to giving up.  Don’t abandon yourself to saying, “It’s all me.  I can’t do better.”  

Instead of - You holding with great responsibility and then you receive a gift.  You receive this when you can’t construct yourself.  And so you learn to ride with uncertainty.  And this is your deeper faith which is being grown in this process. 

You are working on this process, its wisdom.  And there is not a great deal of wisdom so visible in your culture with too much media.  So you are forging in many respects some new ground for those who may know in their lives. 

One important thing in this process is that you cannot do it alone.  You are not to bear your sorrows alone.  You are constructed to need one another and to help one another.  

And sometimes you are the helper and sometimes you are the helpee.  And do not make less this latter one. 

Many of you have tried to live your entire lives being the helper.  And you know this is not adequately fruitful for you because in receiving you allow the other to have their Higher Self come to your service.  

You allow them to be their Higher Self, and you surrender to this process which feeds you both. 

Now, one last little reminder.  We are there for you.  And your level of faith ebbs and flows too.  

Sometimes you know this with certainty, and sometimes you forget.  So watch despair.  It is a sign that you are not supporting yourself adequately, or that you are indulging yourself in old habits.  

Despair is not helpful.  Receive your state.  Not to blame yourself, but to make a choice of what else you can do to support yourself. 

Now, sometimes your spirit friends will be what is there for your support.  So please do not forget us in those times.  

And soften in terms of what you might expect us to be like as we respond.  We can respond better to you in your soft state, in your yielding, open, sweetness state. 

And, so, sometimes when you’re sorrowful this is all you need to do is feel that state without blame and recrimination.  

But simply being in it and resting in it, and then saying, “I’m open.  I’m open for being cared for.”  

And we are with you always.  We live in the darkness.  We live in the invisible realm, but we see light.  

We see the colors which you emanate and we know your consciousness, especially when you wish us to.  When you do not wish us to we are less present because you have free will. 

You have the choice to make.  It is not for us to make your choices.  We do not run your lives.  We support your strength and development.  

We hold you in our love when you have no love to give to yourself.  

We flow through you when you wish to be of service to another.  

But all those things are your choice. 

So, my young ones, know we are very ancient.  

You speak of aging, and yes you are aging, but you are young ones.  And so, enjoy this process.  It is just one spot of many which you will experience in this lifetime, and in what comes after this lifetime. 

You are not alone.  You have chosen to connect with Spirit.  You are of a lineage of a family.  You can always say yes or no.  

We float in the darkness beneath you, and when you fall we are willing to come up from that darkness so that you land upon our backs. 

Now it is time for me to leave you, but I leave you with the dark velvet of my love always there to catch you on my back.  You are never alone.  Goodnight.

Good Evening.  I am so much younger than he is.  I’m quite a bit older than all of you, even if you’re put together.  

Let me see.  He has a great deal of density, quite powerful, quite venerable, quiet ancient of a nature which we can all really quite adore. 

And incidentally, on your plane, when you see those ancient sea turtles you can think of him, and it tells you something of his quality, something of his energy, his density, his abiding wealth. 

He has spoken to you well about the state which he finds you all in.  

Now, I would like to help some shifting to occur.  So, in the center of the circle I’m making some adjustments here into your Sacred space.  

In this Sacred space I’m draining off some of the heaviness which you’ve come in with.  And you may feel the energy around you lighten some.  

And we allow what you do not need which you brought, and which is perfect to drain from our Sacred space.  

So that now you can also experience some expansion of your energy body. 

And we allow these cords to continue as little drain pipes to take energy out which is not needed.  So do not feel that your process needs to be complete but ongoing.  

And what you don’t need, let it drain out from your body and fall down through the holes which I have encouraged. 

And these energies will be taken through the wild electrical processes and chemical processes of the universe, and be re-utilized.  So, nothing is wasted, and nothing is harmed. 

And in the setting up of Sacred space, she made efforts to connect you with grids which circle the Earth and go through the Earth.  

And each of you can be a point on this grid.  You are a delicate point.  And when you come together like this, we can become stronger and let more leave and dissipate.  And also allow more to come in.  

And the grid is an attachment to all that is Divine and Sacred. 

This will support you to overcome the viewpoint of solitude.  Your culture’s particularly good at conveying individual solitude, so people feel quite alone.  

But it’s also the human psychological development to individuate, and this is a positive process. 

And yet, we encourage you also to, with your strong boundaries of knowing who you are and having your individual identity, that you can also soften your boundaries for the touch of only that which is for your benefit.  

And so, should you not be certain that we are for your benefit, or that any particular energy will be for your benefit, certain about a situation or particular person or group of people.  Then set your intention for your field to receive all that is of benefit for you. 

You are doing quite well.  We ask you to reflect on a year ago; where you were then; how your struggles manifested themselves.  

Tonight we hear a different tone.  And it is one, to a larger degree, of personal responsibility, which we of course encourage.  

And it is also wisdom entering.  To know that you can ride the flow of uncertain motion, uncertain energy, until it comes clear for you. 

And as my uncle said, ask for assistance when you are needing assistance.  Ask for the support in the myriad ways that are available to you.  

From the animals that you love, to the gardens that you walk past, or through, whether you own them or not, to all the natural world, the Spirit realm, and to the human realm. 

You are forging deeper and truer relationships than ever before.  You are ending the solitude.  

And you are increasing your own strength, because each of you wants to give as you receive.  And each of you are seeking balance. 

Now, you have invited in your invocation the Earth and her creatures, the star nations.  So, receive from them right now.  

Receive gifts which they have which are for your strengthening.  So, allow some reception to your energy field.  

Perhaps one of your chakras can be strengthened, cleared.  Allow it.  Perhaps some specific ray from one of the stars which relates to you can provide you with a blessing.  Allow this. 

At the same time as you soften your field to receive, celebrate your own being, for your own boundaries are still present.  It seems contradictory, but it is in the realm of paradox.  

Here you are experimenting with being part of a community which is partially on the physical reality level and partially on the Spirit realm.  Receive healing from these realms.  

Perhaps even allow yourself to perceive who might be giving you a blessing, who or what. 

Allow that blessing to seep deeply within you.  See where you feel it.  Bask in the safety which you find yourselves in at this moment.  

Let us all be carried on the back of our Grandfather Turtle.  He said black velvet.  You have no need to even hold your head up.  

Let the muscles in your body soften so you can receive sweetly all that is there for you. 

Which animals visit you and love you?  You don’t even need to call them.  It may surprise you.  

It may be different tonight than at other times.  A new friend that you didn’t even know existed or a very old friend.  Exchange affection and allow your heart to hold your love for them and their love for you. 

Is there a gift from the Star Nation for you from the realm of Father Sky?  It may be the blue of a perfect day.  It may be the sparkle of a star in the darkness.  Which star? 

Now, from the core of your being.  The core that runs through the center of your body.  Let that core expand as much as it is comfortable.  

Let it run from your first chakra and the chakras below your body to above your head, and welcome in your own Higher Self.  

Welcome in the direction and knowing of your own Higher Self.  Make an intention or statement, that commitment to your Higher Self and to the role it’s invited to play in your life.  Your Higher Self is your first spiritual guide.  

And further now, make a prayer of thanks to your Spirit guidance whether you know them or not.  Thank them for their love of you and invite them, if you wish, to know you more and for you to know them more. 

Now, in the center of this Sacred space which you have created, which now has a much lighter, brighter, cleaner, stronger, sweeter energy field.  You have allowed yourself a great deal of shifting. 

Now, into this Sacred space which you have so enhanced by your willingness, we shall place Gaia.  

We shall place the Earth and all of its creatures, the Sacred elements, the manifestations of all life forms, and honor it as Sacred.  

It receives, as you know, a great deal of other messages from humankind. 

So, in this moment, we know how concerned you are about many things, which you sometimes feel them consciously, and sometimes you keep it at bay because it’s frightening and overwhelming.  

But here is a moment where you can, in this beautiful energy which you have created through your own bodies, place the Earth. 

And simply send her and all that she contains your love and appreciation.  Your wish that she transcend the hardships, because you see her beauty, as do many, many others.  So strong, and so fragile, and so exquisite.  So complex and so simple. 

Now, we always, on fairly lofty journeys - is there some concern that you wish to visualize?  All of your concerns matter.  Those that you are thinking now.  Those who you know who struggle.  Bring them into the Sacred space as well.  And let them sit here and be strengthened. 

Time moves in a sense constantly, and in a sense not at all.  There is a place where it does not exist.  

So, within this point of existence, this point of endless time, we place blessings for each of you.  We place these blessings within your body to unfold in a timely way. 

Opening your core.  Opening your chakras.  Feeding yourselves.  As you are willing; we are willing.  

We ask you to transcend reality every time we meet.  And we know that you can only do this to the extent in the moment in which you can.  But that extends, and that moment is ever changing, ever expanding. 

And we wish for you to have joy in the process.  We wish for you to experience the simple but profound delight of a rose opening.  

Receive all of these gifts and know that you are not alone.  Everything speaks to you.  Allow the cage of your solitude to break down. 

And allow the strength of your faith to grow, even in the face of difficulty.  

And see if you can cease to struggle.  It’s a powerful habit.  

Be simple.  Be present.  Honor yourself and what you truly know, which may simply be, “I am as I should be.  I am as I am becoming.  And I am not alone.” 

We leave you with the blessings of self-transformation, your choices moment by moment.  Always to be met when you have need.  And sweetness, sweetness of a breeze, sweetness of sun dancing with leaves, sweetness of all things alive and green, all the colors. 

Beloved children, receive all of this for you are needed at this time in human history.  

We call you to come home to yourself, to your Spirit essence, that you can transcend all of the things which challenge you.  

Be bathed in our love tonight and any time in which you need us.  Soften your boundaries so that we can touch you.  Goodnight.