Mistress Peony: Love

February 27th, 2002

Love (Planetary Purging) Transcript

Good Evening.  We have talked about the significance of this time, and the times ahead, and the change.  The departing of some beings, and the fortitude of changes that go hand in hand with the sorrows.  You can never know what’s coming towards you in the very near future. 

The more that you bring consciousness daily to your attunement with bigger forces, the more you can guide yourself through the daily details which can be so overwhelming.  That you begin to feel the significance of your connection to greater forces.  And these greater forces can guide you. 

One of the great flaws with the current civilization which has so much impact on the world is solitude.  You have an unconscious feeling that solitude is correct, that it is unavoidable.  That it is simply your lot in life, or the way things are. 

And what we want to teach you is that you may live differently, and provide a model for other people to live differently.  That you are not alone.  So, the forces which can nourish you are all around you, in the natural world, in the Spirit world.  

But very concretely, if you everyday, let Mother Earth feed you.  Every time you feel sad, try to remember then to go and let the Earth feed you, because this can happen anyplace. 

You can do this in your bed.  And sleeping is a very good time, your bedtime is a very good time to connect with Spirit.  When you go to sleep, call guidance to be with you.  

Sleep with the sense that some guidance is there for you, and this will very deeply influence your dreaming experience.  We will help you generally have dreams that have more meaning. 

And often then you will wake up spontaneously after a dream that has meaning, and it will be there for you.  Not that you will necessarily know the meaning, but you will remember the dream.  And then you can have that dream as a companion the next day as you write it down. 

So, the connection to the sky, the connection to the universe.  Deepening this expansiveness will bring you great strength.  And it must be balanced by the connection to the Earth.  This is the plane which you live on.  This is your ground.  She is your ground of being.  And she created the Earthly paradise which could be.  

And yet, people must have higher appropriation in order to make the transformation which is now. 

Now, last week it was very helpful for Phoenisis to tell Melinda about this week being difficult.  And, what we did was give her the insight, once she asked us about it.  

This was like a spasm.  It was like a set of very deep energies.  Let me look a little more deeply into their nature for you: negativity, vengefulness, hatred, putrid, quite putrid.  It was in a sense a regurgitation of Mother Earth.  So much she has taken in.  

It is a different thing if you say, “Mother Earth, take this sorrow of mine.  Or take this bad energy from myself or someone I take it from, and transform it.”  You see, this is an honorable relationship with Mother Earth.  This is sensible.  Then she takes these things which you honorably give her, and she transforms them.  

And if they are not for her she will send them through, and then the universe takes them.  You healers know that sometimes the universe takes the matter. 

But if there is bloodshed and sorrowing and weeping and hurting between human beings, or human beings against animals and the land, well then, this energy also goes into her.  So, it is the manufactured energy of human beings.  

This was a wave of her passing this on.  And it is also currently connected to humans who are currently creating that energy.  They wish to build that energy.  Just as you wish to build the positive energy. 

So, these things come in synchronicity with one another.

Very often your power is achieving balance.  Very often it is achieving the forces of healing.  So, as we told you before, everything you do is very significant.  

But some of this will be unavoidable.  And, it is still your chosen path to feed the good.  This is essential.  This is Sacred work.  And then, you must learn to recognize these occurrences for what they are.  There will be some significant events.  

It is periodically important to look into the political world.  So, you will see there are very powerful forces which are defining a great deal of political thought, and that are influencing people in significant places of power.  So, the struggle is a large one. 

So, if you doubt it, if you want to forget it, read something periodically so that you are honest with yourself.  And see that many of the values of this culture are not serving the well being of humanity.

And so, this simply also lets you know, though you are kind hearted, though you are gentle, though you are healers each in your own way, you may also work with the concept of being a spiritual warrior. 

And, know that you can and should feel passionately about goodness, about the rights of all human beings.  And you can feel a clear anger, a clarity about your position when these rights are not honored.  When some have so much and it’s okay for others to have so little.  

Some feeling about this is important, and some feeling about your necessity to protect yourselves is important.  If negativity comes to try to pull you down, it is your warrior quality which will say, “NO”, and bring the strength up that you need to not allow harm to be done to you.  

And, harm can come from a loving family member who wishes you not to become as strong as you can be, because they are not used to it.  So, you don’t need to beat them up, but you need to claim your space.  And you will help not only yourselves, but you will help them.  

And if they cannot adjust to this, then perhaps it’s one relationship that will go away, that is better for you to have it go away. 

And your friendships, you will look at these too with the eye of, “Who nourishes me to be my strongest self, my fullest self, my most Sacred self?”  And, these are the relationships you will gravitate towards, and not accept ones that are damaging to you. 

I’ve gone from one thing to another. Anything more specific you would like? 

—I have a question about what you were saying.  The Earth was burping out some negative stuff and released it into the air, into the universe, instead of keeping it inside?— 

Yes, because she wants clarity and purity, just as you are working towards.  And, she received too much foulness, and it was a spasm to release this.  But it was also connected to those who still create it.  

So, it was like a synchronicity of her releasing, and yet, there is the danger that in such a release, that the human forces, or the dark spirit forces, will jump upon that wave to cause a crisis. 

—Take that energy and use it to cause a crisis?— 

Yes. 

—And those of us who are just trying to help transform, do we just let it pass through us? Or do we need to do some kind of intervention when we feel it?— 

When you feel it, do your intervention then.  Do your prayer work.  Say, “Mother Earth, you are my mother.”  Tell her of your love.  Connect with her as deeply as you can.  

Ask that the forces around this putrid energy pull it away, all the help that can be gathered to pull it away, and release it to the universe.  Ask for it to be transmuted by the forces which can transmute it.  And your very thoughts will connect you to those forces. 

There are very powerful forces.  The lines of force between people which will keep you all strong, and increase your strength.  And also make your life a force with the Sacred universe.  

Look at the stars.  Look at the Moon which you honor in your gathering at this time of the month, and know that you have relatives there.  And this is part of the “You are not alone”. 

 You have relatives there who you can call upon for your Highest Self.  So, if you had an unfortunate relative, you do not have to choose them.  

This was very helpful.  What else? 

—When you were talking about the Earth shuddering this week.  Are you referring to a specific event?— 

Well, it could manifest as a specific event.  It could manifest as some kind of a tremor, or some kind of discharge of some sort.  It could, but not necessarily.  And, in this instance, it was a release of putrification which could pull people down. 

You see, Melinda had challenges, very deep sorrow with the dying process of her mother, and so she was in a weakened state.  And generally she has good consciousness, but there are some places in her still where she goes where she is lost.  

And so, this week that influence in her being caused her to be deeply lost for some time.  And too lost to even call for help, because you could have helped her.  She knows you are available for her.  She knows you can help her.  

So then we have one warrior out of combat, you see. 

So, as your consciousness grows your strength grows.  Your power grows.  This is a good learning experience.  This is not a bad thing at all that happened to her.  A very good lesson.  

And, she did receive the lifeline to the deeper healing from Phoenisis.  The lifeline which we speak of is our lines of energy between you which sometimes will feel like a lifeline.  This is an example.  

What else? 

—So, it is the very nature of that putrid, hatred, cruel energy that connects to those places inside ourselves that are caught in that same dark force that gets stimulated?—

Well, you do not have within you the same quality of dark force which I am observing in that putridness, that spasm.  You do not have this.  But it is a sense of perhaps doom, or loss of hope which could manifest for you. 

It’s like you come to be with me because I am a lighter Spirit.  I have achieved clarity.  So this is the influence that I have on you.  You come, and we be together, and then your lightness says, “Ah, I know this.  I recognize this.”  

And you let this energy come into your being on whatever levels you are ready to do so, and just say yes to yourself, and drink it in.  And just say, “Let me have all that is good and sweet, and clear and strong for myself.” 

And so when a dark force also comes, it is not that you become this force.  But any weight that you carry, or sorrow, it is almost as if it takes advantage of that.  But no one here has the forces which are on the other side. 

—I guess I meant the energies that are being damaged by those forces. Those pains, those sorrows that we carry.— 

Yes, you say they are damaged by being connected, affected?  Well, tell me exactly what you mean. 

—Well, past wounds from the injuries humanity has done to one another.  The victimization energy that causes us to lose hope and feel doom rather than feeling empowered and protected and safe.

When those forces at play go after people, lives get lost, tragedies occur, and damage to the Earth.—

Yes, is there a question? 

—I was just wanting clarification that the putrid energy that was being released by the Earth, that the places in us that carry dark, that carry heaviness, that carry sorrow, pain, are like magnets that get drawn up. — 

Ah, yes. 

—Which can cause us to feel hopeless and powerless.—

Yes, yes, and give you the opportunity 

—to release.— 

Yes, which was the example of Melinda this week.  She fell in a hole.  She was pulled out.  And what a good lesson. 

—To know that you can be pulled out?— 

Yes, and to experience even the hole.  To go deeply into that hole and say, “Okay darkness, you have me.”  And, look at it, and then say, “Ah, there is the light.  I pull all this up with me because I am choosing this.”  

Then it is a clearing, and great clearing of that capacity for lack of clarity in grieving. 

You’ve spoken about grieving and the quality of clarity in grieving.  So beautiful, to feel sorrow, feel love, feel loss and release.  How honoring of your soul and the soul of another.  Beautiful. 

And it’s when we are lost that some other forces, and some other of our own, as Phoenisis says, our places of darkness are re-stimulated, and it’s an opportunity for clearing. 

—So while it is seeking to take advantage of us, we can in our own way or mode use it as a stepping stone for our growth?— 

Yes.  This is good work you are doing. 

Stay with your spiritual process of opening your heart, that you can hold more and more love.  And many factors seek to close the heart.  Fear is a great factor, fear of pain, sorrow, loss, overwhelm. 

And this, again, is a warrior question.  Will you let fear define the amount of love you can have and hold?  Will you choose, in your ways, be they small or large, to affirm that your heart is open and expanding for love?  

And this love is a force.  It translates to the way you relate to others.  It translates to what you bring into the world. 

So, let me leave you with this.  Come to your heart chakra.  From the Earth you are fed into your heart chakra up through your body.  Let it expand. 

From the Sacred beings which are around you, let them give you their love for you.  Being-to-being.  You each have a being associated with you.  Let them give you their love.  

And this can come quite directly into your heart chakra.  Absorb it and let your heart expand. 

And now, see also that you are surrounded on all sides, including beneath you beyond the Earth, by this glorious universe.  And accept any love which comes to you into your heart chakra from the universe.  

Breathe.  Let your heart receive.  You may feel a little sense of stretching or pulling.  Welcome it. 

Now, into this heart chakra bring those who you wish to nourish with your love.  See them or name them.  

Ask that all these people be strengthened by their own energy lines, their own connection with the Sacred, through other human beings and relationships which are positive, with the Earth, the waters of the Earth, sky, stars, the Moon, the Sun, the universe.  

Ask that their own lay lines be strengthened for them, that they grow and are not dependent on you for their growth.  And then you can meet them strong-to-strong. 

Be with this heart of yours, and know that it will ebb and flow in size as you need it to.  

Affirm to yourself that you will take into your heart that which will nourish you and keep you safe. 

Ask the guardians who are with you to help you to know with your own energy field what is you and what is not you.  So that even with a heart that is capable of great love, that you have discernment.  

You must be safe.  To live with an open heart you must have boundaries.  You cannot love and protect yourself without boundaries.  

So, just as we have the polarity between the Earth and the universe, here we have a polarity between openness and boundaries. 

Ask that your insight be clear, your third eye.  May you see clearly what is before you.  May you hear the truth. 

And may this beautiful alignment which we have created tonight guide you in your everyday.  And may that be stronger and stronger. 

If it only guides you now once a week, then may it be twice.  And then may it be three times.  And then may it be daily.  And then may it be several times daily.  And eventually maybe you will wish to live in this reality 24 hours, you say 24-7.  I like that. 

And then for your dreaming, re-create this to whatever extent you can before falling asleep.  And then do not worry about dreams coming or not coming.  But achieve this state of inner and outer connection to the greatest degree you can as you fall asleep.  

Faith, you are working on faith.  So, with all my love I leave you.  We are proud of your process.  May you find blessings in everyday of your lives.